why should I care about you when you don’t give two fucks? Why should I always be there for you when you can’t do the same back. Why should I keep you company when you always leave me alone.

WHY!!!!!!!! WHY SHOULD I STILL LOVE YOU WHEN IM NOT WORTH IT, WHEN IM THE ONE WHO HURTS THE MOST, WHEN IM THE ONE YOU USED TO LOVE AND CARE FOR!!! WHY SHOULD YOU HAVE SOMEONE LIKE ME WHEN YOU DON’T APPRECIATE ALL THE THINGS I HAVE EVER DONE FOR YOU? WHEN THIS WHOLE TIME WE WERE TOGETHER YOU WERE ONLY THINKING OF NUMBER ONE.

Why did I ever fight for us the way I did because if I knew then what I know now, I would have left from the start.

I picked you over my own parents. I picked you over anyone. I put you first… When I was always settling for second best.

Don’t bother calling me because I won’t be there to answer. Just don’t bother calling me because you only take advantage of me being there for you. Don’t bother calling because I will be changing my number. Don’t bother calling me because you can’t even talk to me and I’m always the last to know and you always say “we will talk tomorrow” and then tomorrow comes and you still don’t talk to me. Don’t bother calling me because like you say this shit is none of my fucking business. Don’t bother calling me. Delete me out of your fucking life.

Throw these past three years of us being a couple and five years of us being friends out the window. I was nothing to you in the beginning, stupid to even think we’d ever be something.

Good luck with your life and your family and friends. We weren’t ever friends to begin with so why still be friends after everything that’s happened. Plus your ability to head fuck and lead me on still continues. GO FUCKING FIND THE GIRL WHO’S NAME STARTS WITH S…. BECAUSE I CAN’T DO THIS BULLSHIT ANYMORE! I CAN’T LOVE YOU ANYMORE… ITS NOT THAT I CAN’T… ITS JUST I DON’T WANT TO LOVE YO ANYMORE.

I USED TO CHERISH ALL OUR MEMORIES, NOW I JUST WISH THEY NEVER HAPPENED. WE BOTH WASTED OUR BULLSHIT TIME AND LOVE ON A RELATIONSHIP THAT WAS DOOMED TO FAIL IN THE FIRST PLACE.

I WILL LEAVE YOU THE FUCK ALONE. JUST DO THE SAME FOR ME. I NEVER WANT TO HEAR FROM YOU OR SEE YOU EVER AGAIN.

DAMAGE IS DONE. GO FIND SOMEONE ELSE TO USE AND NOT APPRECIATE AND DISRESPECT. I CAN’T HANDLE THIS BULLSHIT NO MORE. I CAN’T HANDLE ANYTHING ANY MORE.

Just like you I need to put myself first. I lost myself in a bullshit relationship and my needs weren’t ever meet. I need to learn to love myself and stop doubting they way you would make me feel when I was with you.

We both deserve better. So go live your life.
Goodbye forever.